NEVER GIVE UP!
I just have a sudden urge to blog tonight. Seriously I miss those days where I can freely blog, having ample time to just sit there for an hour to think of what to blog. Wow, those were the carefree days and those were just the TIME...
Honestly, the reason why I have not been blogging is because, I have been tied up with work and ministries. I am really exhausted day in and day out. Thinking of work early in the morning, and late at night, or even in my dreams. I would say I am currently in the state of transitions. Still adapting to the unfamiliar environment, learning to strive in extreme conditions and keeping myself protected in every step I take, and keeping watch of bears out there. If you know what I am saying. Anyway, Never Give Up is the phrase that I have been telling myself every single day. From Monday to Sunday... Also, I have to always tell myself, Freda! You CAN DO IT! Well, am I at my wit's ends? No! As a Christian, this should not cross my mind! haha, I just seriously need more time.
Memory is failing me, headaches are catching up with me, smiles are running away from me and extra lines are creeping up my face. Monthly relative delayed in visiting by 2 weeks! That's something unusual for the past year! Ok, enough of these, I shall not let these bring me down.
Ok, just to share that I will be going on a Holiday this Sunday to Wednesday. haha. Time for a retreat and rest, hopefully. I will be going HongKong with Pauline, Andrea, their auntie and Dawn. It will be a 4D3N thing. But somehow, I am not excited, not anxious to pack but kept thinking of the work that I have left behind and the amount of work that will pile up when I am away, and the thoughts of the no of emails is enough to haunt me! Alamak, why am I back to this topic. ... Probably I just need a space to air it out. Dealing with work is a challenge, but dealing with people is more challenging. Haiz. Do keep me in your prayers, for strength, determinations and endurance. It's HE who keeps me going...
I like what Pastor says, when the GOING gets TOUGH, the TOUGH gets GOING. I believe by His Grace, I will get tougher each day. :)
Ok, time for a good rest. Cya!
Tougher...
Freda