Live life with no regrets.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

hi everyone, i din know I was so famous haha. Since there is a demand for my entries, I shall blog la. haha. Ok. Really sorry as I was really tight up with my work this week that explained well I did not blog. But I will try to blog as many entries as I can okay?

Ok, currently, I am looking for a laptop, as the IBM laptop failed me too many times. Can you imagine living without MSN and I cant even access to my gmail and sometimes my connection went disconnected frequently? You will hate IBM as much as I do. haha. not hate la, just dislike. haha. I seriously dont know whats wrong with my laptop or is it the user's problem haha. Though I had a past history on handling electronics ending up spoiling it. haha. Hopefully its not mine problem this time round.

Jason managed to get a replacement initially, I mean 1 to 1 exchange for a new one, but after much consideration, he thought, he does not trust IBM Lenovo anymore. And he asked for a refund, and they agreed. He really got a hard time communicating with the management as IBM were very unwilling to replace one initially and they insisted on repairing. But after a few times of servicing. It still failed. No, they dont even know whats the problem!!!!!! Cant imagine.Well,If jason is reading this right now, just wanna say a big THANK YOU. haha. You are really great!!!!!

Anyway, we went Suntec in search for DELL laptop, but it was disapointing as the one I wanted was a wide screen and its very heavy. haha. Well, its alright, anyway I dont need it urgently, I can take my time to look around. I have a low budget thats why , my choices are limited haha. And I only need one that caters to my basic needs. haha. May God grant me one thats cheap and good haha. I believe, He will.

thats all about me. Em how are the students right now? Hows your preparation for your exams? Well, I agree that studying its very very very important but attending cell group its very very very important too. If you pray, God will grant you your prayer ya, remember Pastor Peter preaching last night? You got to ask. But if you choose to attend cell group, I believe God will bless you more because you put him as your priority.

When I was secondary 4, preparing for my 'o' levels, my idea were like you guys, I seriously need more time to study!!! But when I dont attend cell group, everything I tried to tudy just couldn't get in me because all I was thinking was what is my cell group doing now? Why am I here? Shouldn't I be joining them praying right now? I felt discouraged at that moment. This is what I experienced. I do not know what will you experience but I hope not its not like mine.

Seek God first!!!! See all you guys on thursday!!!!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

THE DESTROYER, MR S.A. TAN

I seriously felt so stupid. The story goes like this...

Early morning, for the first time in history I woke at 850am on a saturday morning without failing tired or with the help of the alarm clock. So I bathe and prepare myself to do some printing in church.

When I reach there, I switched on the printer, and it showed "ERROR". So I off restart the whole printer again, but to no avail. So from what I experienced in the past, I do the necessary checks and pour away the waste ink, refinnk the ink cartridge, do some head cleaning for the printer again and again for exactly an hour. But it still end up showing ERROR. So I SMS Pastor and tell him the problem and I encounter and suggested using the laser printer to print black and white.And he said , alrights.

When he came to the office, and check on the printer, the printer was PERFECTLY ALRIGHT!!!!! I basically felt being fooled!!!! BY MR S.A. TAN. I felt so stupid . Imagine I told pastor all the problems that I encountered with the printer and later he saw that there was nothing wrong with it. ALAMAK. I literally felt embarrased!!! But the truth is, I really couldn't print before that. Its only after my lunch that things changes.

I thank God that He repaired the printer so that we all have coloured bulletin but at the same time I just prayed that STUPID S.A.TAN BE AWAY FROM ME RIGHT NOW!!!!

Friday, July 07, 2006

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earthcame to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a courthouse.

The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table.
As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to
my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room. I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this man belongs in hell." He proceeded to tell of lies I told, things I stole, and in the past when I cheated
others. Satan told of other horrible perversions once in my life and the more he spoke, the further down in my seat I sank. I was so embarrassed, I couldn't look at anyone, even my own Attorney, as the Devil told of sins even I completely forgotten about. As upset as I was at Satan for telling all these things about me, I was equally upset at My Attorney who sat there
silently not offering any form of defense at all. I know I was guilty of those things, but I did some good in my life - couldn't that at least equal out part of the harm I'd done? Satan finished with a fury and said, "This man belongs in hell, he is guilty of all I have charged and there is not a person who can prove otherwise."

When it was His turn, My Attorney first asked if He might approach the bench. The Judge allowed this over the strong objection of Satan, and beckoned Him to come forward. As He got
up and started walking, I was able to see Him in His full splendor and majesty. I realized why He seemed so familiar; this was Jesus representing me, my Lord and my Savior. He stopped at the bench and softly said to the Judge, "Hi, Dad," then He turned to address the court. "Satan was correct in saying this man sinned, I won't deny any of these allegations. And, yes, the wage of sin is death, and this man deserves to be punished." Jesus took a deep breath and turned to His Father with outstretched arms and proclaimed, "However, I died on the cross so this person might have eternal life and he accepted Me as his Savior, so he is Mine." My Lord continued with, "His name is written in the Book of Life and no one can snatch him from Me. Satan still does not understand yet. This man is not to be given justice, but rather mercy." As Jesus sat down, He quietly paused, looked at His Father and said,"There is nothing else that needs to be done. I've done it all." The Judge lifted His mighty hand and slammed the gavel down. The following words bellowed from His lips... "This man is free The penalty for him was already paid in full. Case dismissed" As my Lord led me away, I could hear Satan ranting and raving,

"I won't give up, I will win the next one. " I asked Jesus as He gave me my instructions where to go next, "Have you ever lost a case?" Christ lovingly smiled and said, "Everyone that comes to Me and asked Me to represent them, received the same verdict as you, "PAID IN FULL."
Let's pass this along and build Christ's kingdom up. You never know how a simple email can change someone's life. Let's be passionate about serving Him and running with zeal for Him. Even though you might feel far away from God, it's never too late to turn back. Remember, God took the 99 steps, He is waiting for you to take that one step. Give your broken hearts to Him. He will heal you. No matter how messed up you are, God is there waiting to shower you with his love. He loves you more than you can imagine. Let's live our lives that will glorify God. Don't be ashamed of God. God suffered all the shame for you and yet still loves you even though we hurt Him and shame Him.

Don't be too quick to say

you know if you don't give Him a chance? So go figure! God
loves and bless you!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Hi guys, I am back.Thanks for tagging all the soccer stuff at my blog ya? It was soooooooooooooooooo boring. No la. i shouldn't say that, its just that I don't know how to appreciate it la. ( before you see people bashing me up haha )

Well, just to say, MY EXAMS are coming!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alamak. Stress ah. I will be taking leave on the 24th and 26th July because my exams starts in the afternoon. 3 hrs paper. People, please pray hard for me. haha. Well, Do smile at me if you see me, and even if you don't want to, I will still smile at you. haha. My smile will definitely melt your heart. haha. ok, I am out of point.

I am planning to take up singing course to learn some techniques and improve the quality of my voice. So you guys will hear sweet and ministering voice very very soon haha. It will definitely be ex. But I will try to start probably in september? haha. Em hopefully la. Finacially super duper tight. haha.

Suddenly, I am remembered by my secondary school life. Time really flies, Its already 8 months after my 'o' level exams. I really missed my gang, my teachers, my biology, fun, laughter and cries. haha. I had a group of lovely friends who were with me during my ups and downs especially, those days when I get my results. Their presence really comfort me. They are Penny, Liyun, XX, my eunuch Irene , Isabel and my closest friend Su Hui. If you guys sre looking at my blog right now, I just wanna say Thank you for all the wonderful, meaningful and memorable memories you guys had left in my heart. Though we really don't see each other often or regulary, but you guys had never left my heart. I am really trying to find time to meet you guys but we busy people always have our schedule clashed. haha. But remember our meeting at the dec chalet ok? Its still in the process of planning. haha. Will contact you guys ASAP. haha. Thats about it. LoVe you all!!!!!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Yeahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Finally all my test and assignment are all done!!! at least for this week, let alone exams la. haha. I had a very tiring and stress week however just wanna say I survived. haha , In God's wrath, He remembers mercy Amen? hehe.

Yesterday, I was very busy at work. As it was the last day of the week, all the shipments are rushing to be out. So, I got to do all the shipping documents such as all the commercial invoice, packing list, tax invoice. If you know what I am talking about haha. So I end up having no rest from 830am to 4 pm. I was working during my lunch too, though I don't have too. I just want to clear my stuff for the week. And you know what? I was told that I got to do a presentation on the loaning items that I am in charge of on weekly monday meeting!!!!!! I am trumatised.. My greatest fear is to speak in front of the public and now in front of my boss!!! People please pray for me for the confidence and boldness in me. thanks!!!

I slept for only 4.5 hours the night before to complete my OB assignment, so I was quite tired when I reached my school for lesson. When I sat down and looked blankly on the table, my lecturer looked at me and said, " Hows your day, Freda? ", I was surprised that my lecturer was able to remember my name, I guess I was the blessed one out of the many. I smiled and replied, Good! he made my day again. :)

Suddenly, I was remembered by a bus captain who greeted every passenger who comes up the bus. He would always say good morning/ have a nice day, sir, mdm, without fails. I guess no matter how unhappy you are that morning, That greeting will be able to brighten up your day. It does to me. So I told myself, I will smile to everyone who crosses my path, at least this what I can do to brighten someone's day. ...