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Friday, November 30, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Bonus!!!

What a strange day that I had yesterday. Firstly, I woke up at 7.55am in the morning, and that's a sign that tells me that I am goona be late for work. And the worse thing is that my company is using a Punching Card machine. It records the timing that I report for work and going home. My company practices deducting salary due to lateness. So, can you feel how panic I am at the moment? Its not just deducting salary but also affects the bonus!!! Goodness. Anyway, I spent 10 mins in preparation and got out of my house. By the time I reached MRT station, it was already 8.10am. From my records, the last train that I can take is at 8.07 to prevent me from being late. So 8.10 train is a confirm LATE. So, I turn my way to the Taxi Stand, thinking that it will be faster. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! to my horror. there was traffic jam!!!!! Oh MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. And guess, what time did i reached my office. 8.48am. Late by 3 mins. And everyone were looking at me while I was punching my card. Haiz. I spent $12.60 on cab fare and end up still being late. Might as well take train, anyway I am still late. But, taking train will be slightly later. alamak. Whatever la. Its over.

Ok, Thats the first part of the story!!! haha. Next, Around 9.15am, my Senior Manager was giving out November Payslip. And I was So excited!!!! As, we are receiving our year end BONUS in November. So, I opened up anxiously. Thinking probably there will be a few hundreds la. BUT, to my surprise, I got more than a hundred fold!! The first thing in my heart was like THANK GOD!!! I am really happy. Early this week, I just felt that God is telling me to tithe 15% this month. And thinking that I only have a few hundreds bonus, I have not enough to give 15%( I have other commitment as well). And I told Pauline about it, and asked how,15%?? She said, I always have blessings in the area of salary. So upon hearing that, I trust God once more. And this phrase tells it all. "Where God leads, God provides"! So since God always bless me, I will bless Him more. I allocated 18% of what I received to give unto God. Though it is not much, I prayed that it will be of some help for our church finance. haha. I am really happy.

Its once more a real life testimony of how God had bless me in my life. Its a reminder to me that I am remembered in God's heart. Non-Christians would say, you are lucky. But, Christians says we are blessed!! AMEN?

It is really a surprise to me because I admit I don't really worked hard for the company, but Pastor says because I worked hard for God!!! Haha. But I felt bad to the company. So I will worked hard for the company too!!! Next year resolution! haha. Hope my encounter encourages you to work harder for God. I believe your blessing is on the way too...

Phew, I shall go back to work on my sermon for tml. STRESS!!! Bye...

Always Blessed...

Freda

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Rain Rain... go away...

Its raining cats and dogs this afternoon. Wow. The thing is that, it is still raining at this hour!!! The time in which I am waiting to go home. Alamak. I just took out my foldable umbrella last night thinking that it wont rain today as my bag is heavy, but....... It is always like that. You bring umbrella, it doesnt rain. when you don't bring umbrella, it always rain cats and dogs, like nobody business. How can!!!

Anyway, it seems that I am the only 1 currently updating my blog consistantly. haha. Everyone is busy with their work. haha. Anyway, I felt that updating blog has already became part of my life. haha. Sometimes, you just wanna share your thoughts or feelings with someone, but could not find anyone due to their busy life, then blogging plays a big part in that. haha. Though I don't blog everything, but at least people who wants to know more abt me can read my blog. haha. I think I am talking rubbish to waste my time. haha.

I am preaching this Sat!!! Stress!!! haha. Not in service, dun worry. haha. I will be preaching during morning meeting la. Anyway, I will be sharing on what I have learnt from TD Jakes from the Hillsong Conference. haha. Stay Tuned. hehe.

Tonight, HCG 02 will be going for Unchanted!!! Yeah. quite a long pause since I last watch a movie. haha. The cinema will be quite cold tonight, I believe, due to the heavy rain la. hahah. Anna is joining us!! Yeah. 1 soul saved. hahah. God, you are great!!! haha. Ok, I shall stop crapping. Back to packing up. haha. Bye and see you later! God bless!! :P

Unchanted...

Freda

Monday, November 26, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

HELLO!!!

Feeling kinda lost when someone asked me a question. Probably I am really not ready at all. My heart wasn't at ease to answer that particular question. But, I just felt that I will be able to answer that with a joyful, prepared and willing heart in the next 3 yrs time. haha.

Probably its just back to square 1 for now. But I believe that waiting time is an exciting time, because the waiting time is the moulding process. I won't regret for the decision that I stand on this time round. But I still hope much would remain the same. ... ok, I shall not talk about this. haha.

Well Done to HCG 02. hahah. We had a total of 12 new friends for last Sat's Pasir Ris Event. Wow, great. It was a 100% increase for our cell. ahah. Though not everyone bought friends, but I believe all of us tried our very best in inviting our friends. Keep up the good job ppl. I am really proud of you guys. haha.

I want to take this opportunity to praise Regina Loh especially. haha. I really see you growing over this 1 year. In the past, you used to tell me that, no friends to invite and no one will come for our event, so wats is the point of inviting? But see, now that you are able to bring 1 friend!!!! Great!!! haha. That's really something to celebrate. Its not the no. that matters but the boldness to step out of your comfort zone to invite ppl. I see the maturity and courage in you. haha.

Also, not forgetting the ppl who bought friends. They are SYLVIA & JOSHUA. hahah. Thank you very much!!!

Well, I guess all of us really enjoyed ourselves that day. haha. However, Lets not slacken down ourselves as DEC event is coming and we got to do better than the Pasir Ris Event. Christmas is Jesus's Birthday!! hha. We've to make it a big event for Him!!! haha. Guys, gear up our spirit again shall we???

The whole church will be busy preparing for the event and getting ready to welcome the year 2008!!! haha. So, no more time to waste. Hurry and sit tight with your seat belts. HERE WE GO... ...

P.S: Candy gotten the chance to get interviewed by her teachers for COMMSK. haha. This shows that she will be getting a good grade for this module. Let's give her our support in this. Yeah. excited. haha.

Fulfilling all of my dreams,

Freda

Friday, November 23, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Recall...

A while ago I was reading all the posts that I posted months and a yr ago haha. Wow, all that were precious memories I would say. haha. I realised my english is getting from bad to worse as I read my posts. haha. One reason I could think of is probably, the lack of communication in English has caused this. haha. Ever since after O'Levels, I have yet to converse in English regularly with my colleagues or friends. Usually we would converse in Chinese, English were only spoken when I met church members. haha. And after about 2 years, I felt that my standard of my mother tongue language had deprove drastically. hahah. Phew.... at least I scored a B4 in my O'Levels English la. hahaha.

Talking about results, haha. What an experience I encountered yesterday when accompanying my sister Perisa to collect her PSLE results. It is already 6 years ever since I last visited my Primary School, CHIJ Our Lady of Good Counsel. Well, suddenly I felt weird listening to the principal emphasizing on the IJ Spirit thingy. hahaha. Not used to the school, as it is really small compared to SJC or MDIS, however, I am reminded of my primary school memories. haha. Seen some of my ex teachers, but I did not approached them, as Pauline, Andrea and I were anxiously waiting for Perisa to collect her results.

All P6 students went back to their respective classes to collect their individual results after the collective briefing in the Hall. And, while the students went back to their classes, Parents went down to the foyer to wait patiently for their daughters. We, too were waiting there for Perisa. After aound 20 mins, we started seeing students streaming down the stairs with their report books and result's slip. Some were tearing and some were smiling. Well, the more we see such students, the more worried we get. after another 10 mins, we saw Perisa. Her eyes were already red when we saw her, however, after 1 min, she cried. REAL BADLY. She led us to the back gate and stood down and cry. Helplessly we stood there and see her cry. Andrea being her godmother stood down to console her. However, you might be thinking what is her result? I am afraid I would like to keep it confidential as to respect her. But, it was something that we ought to celebrate because she did very well compared to her previous attempts in the prelims. There were great improvements and compared to her standard, it was considered fantastic. But, she was super duper unsatisfied with it. It was just 5 points away to her dreams. However, as Christians, we should noe that God did that for a reason.

But, no matter how much we have said to convince her that the results were great, she just wouldn't accept it. She is still praying hard that the appeal would be successful. I don't blame her for that, as it is her family members who put too much emphasis in getting into the best stream that caused her to feel inferior if she did not get into it. As her sister, I did what I can do. But if the adults would like to try to appeal for her. then go ahead. Because there is only 1% for it to get through.

They believe that if we are being put into the best environment, we will achieve great things in life. But, to me, if your character and attitude are being mould by God, no matter where you go, you will definitely outshine your peers. If that is where God wants you to go, why try so hard to get in a place where you should not belong?

The next few years would be a trying period for us. Well, somehow I cant wait to cross over to 2008. hahaha. A new year, a new beginning. hahha. My life is getting real exciting with so much of unexpected events into my life. haha.

Living with God's expectations,

Freda

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Results!

Tomorrow is THE DAY!!! Haha. Tomorrow is the PSLE Results Release day. And well, Perisa will be getting her's tml. Don't be afraid sister! haha. God has everything planned it out for you. Whatever results that you received will be something which is of God. haha. We must always be positive even when circumstances are negative. haha. There is always something to learn in all situations. So, let's be hopeful! We are all giving you our moral support. hahaha.

Well, somehow I am so excited. I took leave to accompany Perisa haha. As a sister, I think this is what I can do for her la. Though my elder sisters and I took our results ourselves. hhaha. She is the youngest ma. What to do. haha. Well, guys, send her ans sms to support her. haha.

Lastly, thanks for fasting and praying for her. haha May God bless you.

Love,

Freda

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Contented

Today, I realised I am so fortunate. You must be wondering why Freda so random, out of a sudden said that she is fortunate. What actually happened was that, I saw the cleaning auntie in the pantry this afternoon, Out of a sudden, I asked her, "Auntie, will you be going for holiday since its year end?" She said, no. She said," you see that I am fortunate, because all the ppl in the company treats me very well. It seems like I am leading a good life, but thats not true. The reality is that, every family has their own problems and troubles." Though she worked for the company for so long, but she was not able to go holiday due to the fact that her husband has a stroke 10 over yrs ago and she has a son who is 40 yrs but unemployed. With such circumstance in the family, how could she leave home? Who is gonna stay home to look after the father? And sad to say that she has a useless son. Well, She is the only breadwinner in the family, she has to cook everyday for the 2 man in the family and have to do housechores, basically do everything. And you know what, she is 60+ yrs old, Old enough to be grandmother. Yet, every month, she is still struggling to meet end meets. But she said, luckily she has 2 daughters who treats her very well. She has been telling me to tell my mum that she is lucky to have 4 daughters. hahaha.

Both my grandmother are considered very blessed compared to her. But she is also blessed I believe, as everyone in the company treats her like god mother. I believe I should be very contented of my life now. STop complaining FREDA. hahaha.

May you be contented of your life right now, as many are less fortunate than us. haha. Some even worse than the Auntie. . .

contented,

Freda

Monday, November 19, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Hello...

I am so bored. Really bored. Super bored. There is only like 4 souls in the office now. haha. Everyone are in a meeting, and here I am blogging. haha. I completed my stuff. And I thought I can do my stuff here, but forgotten I have no info with me. I need my lappy badly. haha. Everything is embedded in it. hahah.

I think I am more focus now. I started reading my birthday gift ( battle of the mind by Joyce Meyer )finally,haha. Paiseh, I only started reading like 10 months later. hahaha. Well. the first chapter already captured by eyes and soul. haha. It kepts me reading and reading. haha. I have already read 4 chapters. hahah. Each chaper has only a few pages la. SO its not alot. I usually make use of my travelling time to read. haha. Its kinda impressing rite.?? if you dun mind, you can always learn from me. no copyrights!!! haha. Talking rubbish . haha. Ignore me people. hahah.

From what I can remember, I think this is the 4th book that I am reading this year. Well, I know its little. Will increase the no. of books in my plan next year. hahahah. The power of your thoughts is really the vital factor of who you become. haha.

Shall talk about something else instead. Bored.. Yesterday, I went shopping. hahaha. Bought 2 tops and 1 jeans. Wow. Spent $103.10, just on these 3 items. Ex. sob sob. hahah. These are some clothes which I never would thought of buying in the past. But since we are living in this modern era, I think its time that I discover and try something new. hhaha. Who know I might just look extremely beautiful in that. hahaha. Well, indeed, I tried and it looked nice. hahah. Probably I will be wearing for the next service. hahah. Stay tuned people. hahaha.

It had been a long time since I really shop. AND I TOTALLY ENJOYED SHOPPING!!! haha. Money Money Money , you're so funny. hahaha. Ok, I am crazy. haha. I will go shop again on the 2/12. yeah!!!! Aim is to give my wardrobe an Extreme Makeover. hahah. Yeah.
I guess ppl in our church are getting up to date. Even Pastor when for a hair dye!!!! Guys, you better buck up or else, Pastor will catch up in looking younger than you!! Haha. Where as girls in our church are looking pretty great. Young and Pretty Ladies. We are super pretty and hard to catch!!!! AMEN? hahaah. So girls, pls play hard to catch, if not my statement will not valid. hahahahah.

So fast, we are already at the 3th week of November. 5 more weeks and we are into 2008. WOW!!!! Ppl, have you accomplished your spiritual assignments? If not, hurry and stay focus in what you have to do. haha. Paiseh, I think I am abot RAMDOM. hahah.

Yeah, I am gonna kick start my work again. ByEEEEEEE... 1.5h to knocking off. WooHOO.

Excited...

Freda

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

dISCOVERY...

Last night, Pauline gave me a call at 10.10pm. She became so serious over the phone, She asked something related to the oral medicine that I am consuming. Then, she asked me to watched the CH 8 news, cos she thinks that, the news were airing about the medicine. haha. So, I went to watched. To my HORROR, indeed it was my medication that I have been taking for 1 yr plus already!!! ROACCUTANE!!!! A type of medication for curing ACNE. News reported that 15 people in UK taken this and got into depression and committed suicide. The side effects were depression la. But this medication can also be bought in Singapore, but, under the supervision of a dermatologist. If taken under correct conditions, everything will be alright. SO ppl out there, pls don't worry, I AM FINE!! hahaa. If not , I would have been dead 1 yr ago. haha. But, I am still taking this medication regularly to maintain the ACNE. haha. But, I will ask the dermatologist on my condition when I go for my next consultation. If he says I can stop, then I will stop. hahah. As from what I experienced, if I stop, the ACNE will worsen, AND I DO NOT WANT TO LOOK BACK THE SAME!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. I have went to search on the internet for more info on this medication. If you are interested, pls see below. hahaha

How does it work?<br>

Roaccutane capsules contain the active ingredient isotretinoin. (NB. Isotretinoin capsules are also available without a brand name, ie as the generic medicine.) Isotretinoin belongs to a group of medicines known as retinoids, which are derivatives of vitamin A. Isotretinoin taken by mouth works by reducing the production of the skin’s natural oil (sebum).Acne occurs due to an excessive production of sebum from over-active sebaceous glands in the skin. The sebum blocks the sebaceous glands, which prevents the oil from flowing freely out and causes an accumulation of sebum under the skin. The bacteria associated with acne thrive in these conditions. They feed on the sebum, and produce waste products and fatty acids that irritate the sebaceous glands, making them inflamed and causing spots.

Isotretinoin decreases the size and activity of the sebaceous glands in the skin, which reduces the amount of sebum that is produced. This stops the glands becoming blocked, and means bacteria are less likely to thrive. It also reduces the inflammation in the skin.

Isotretinoin can have serious side effects and its use must be supervised by a dermatologist. It is reserved for the treatment of severe acne (such as nodular or conglobate acne or acne at risk of permanent scarring) that has not improved with standard treatment involving oral antibiotics and topical medicines.

Your acne may worsen at the start of treatment, but this usually subsides within 7 to 10 days of continued treatment. In most cases, complete or near-complete clearing of acne is achieved with a 12 to 16 week course of treatment, and you are likely to remain free of acne for a long time. Repeat courses are not normally recommended, unless a definite relapse is seen after treatment is stopped. Repeat courses should not be started until at least eight weeks after stopping treatment, as your acne may still improve in this time.

What is it used for?

Severe acne that has not responded to standard treatment with oral antibiotics and topical medicines

Warning!

Isotretinoin causes major birth defects (serious malformations of a developing foetus) if taken during pregnancy. For this reason your doctor will not prescribe the treatment to women who could get pregnant, unless the following criteria are met: At least one, but preferably two (for example the pill and condoms), effective methods of contraception must be used at all times to prevent pregnancy. Contraception must start at least four weeks before starting treatment, be used at all times during treatment and for at least four weeks after stopping treatment, even if you don't have a period. Your doctor cannot prescribe isotretinoin until you have been using effective contraception for at least a month and have had a negative pregnancy test. Your doctor is only allowed to prescribe 30 days supply of isotretinoin at a time. You will need to have a follow-up visit every month, at which you will have to have a negative pregnancy test before a new prescription can be issued. Five weeks after stopping treatment you should have a final pregnancy test to make sure you have not fallen pregnant. If you think there is a chance you could be pregnant, either during treatment, or in the first month after stopping treatment, you must consult your doctor immediately.

There is no evidence to suggest that children fathered by men who are taking isotretinoin will be affected by the medicine, but men should remember not to give this medicine to anyone, particularly females. You should never give this medicine to another person and you should return any unused medicine to your pharmacist at the end of treatment. People taking this medicine must not donate blood during treatment, and for at least four weeks after stopping treatment. This is due to the potential risk of the medicine to an unborn child if the blood transfusion was received by a pregnant woman.

This medicine may cause depression, anxiety, mood changes, psychotic symptoms and rarely suicide attempts. For this reason, if you start to feel depressed, or experience any other mood changes during treatment, it is important to talk to your doctor. You should avoid exposing your skin to intense sunlight or UV light while taking this medicine. You should use a sunscreen of at least SPF 15 when necessary. Isotretinoin is likely to make your skin and lips very dry, so it is recommended that you use a moisturiser and lip balm from the start of treatment. You should avoid waxing any part of your body while taking isotretinoin, and for at least six months after stopping treatment, as this could cause stripping of the top layer of skin. Chemical dermabrasion and cutaneous laser treatment should also be avoided during treatment with isotretinoin and for five to six months after stopping treatment, as this could cause scarring. Isotretinoin can make your eyes dry. This can be relieved with artificial tear drops. Ask your doctor or pharmacist for advice. If you wear contact lenses you may find that they become uncomfortable during treatment and you have to wear glasses instead. Decreased night vision may also occur during treatment and after treatment has been stopped, and can occur suddenly. For this reason you are advised to be cautious when driving or operating any vehicle at night. If you experience any visual difficulties, inform your doctor so that your vision can be monitored. It may sometimes be necessary to stop treatment. You will need to have a blood test to monitor your liver function before you start treatment with this medicine, one month after starting and then at further three-monthly intervals.

The amount of lipids (fats such as cholesterol) in your blood should also be monitored before treatment, one month after starting treatment and at three-monthly intervals. If your blood level of triglycerides becomes too high, your isotretinoin dose may need to be reduced and you may have to go on a low fat diet. If your triglycerides cannot be controlled, you may have to stop treatment with isotretinoin. This medicine may increase your blood sugar level. People with diabetes may need to monitor their blood sugar more frequently during treatment with this medicine. Ask your doctor for advice. If you experience severe bloody diarrhoea during treatment with this medicine you should stop taking it and consult your doctor immediately. This medicine is not recommended for children under 12 years of age.

Alrights,

Freda

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

I wonder how, I wonder why...

We had Cell Group Meeting yesterday at my place. Somehow, I was just so tired after the whole session. Yesterday meeting wasn't considered a success because I felt that my performance was bad. The preaching was bad. I felt something lacking in me. Alamak, the P&W was horrible. No leading at all! What's wrong with me? My colleague told me that I am quite not myself recently, I seems blur and lost, kept doing wrong things. Aiyo, I felt something wrong wif me also. But what is it??? haha.

But well, thanks for all cell members who came, probably you guys din receive the best preaching or P&W but I believed you guys enjoyed the fellowship ya? haha. Please give me some more time to better myself. Haiz... But I would like to take this opportunity to thank Jordan and Sylvia, you guys did your part in practicing, its my part which spoils the whole thing. I am sorry.

After all that I have experienced, I just wanna say, Quiet Time is very important in one Christian's life. To be honest, my Quiet Time is very weak since I am a Christian. I can be discipline for a week, but failed the other. You must be thinking, wah leader le, if you dont even have your daily QT yourself, how can you convince others to do it? This is what I always struggle. But, it is because I know how Satan will destroy us during the time where we do not keep up with our QT, that's why I emphasize on you guys. I am discipling and reminding myself in the process too. (which I finds it really hard.) I just felt that the discpline of having QT should be enforced, the first day you are salvaged.

The reason, why I lost focus, blur, done wrong things, is due to lack of QT and prayers. Which caused bad experience that I have to swallow. I do not want you guys to go through what I did, because some may fail in the process. I am not trying to be a Saint or what. QT IS IMPORTANT. This the message I wanna get across.

Ok, I shall end here. WIll be going for my driving lesson after work today. I pray that I will stay focus on the road, ppl, and cars. No accidents plssssssssssssssss.. hahah. Cya.

Humbly humble,

Freda

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Enjoying Life with YOU is all I ask for...

Recharge...

Hi guys, sorry for not posting for the past 1 week plus as I am tied up with work. Haha. Excuses la. hehe. Anyway, Recently, have been really tired over work and ministry. I am draining off my energy!!! I mean physically, hahaa.

Like what Jordan said, he just wanna slp whenever he went home. Me too. I just wanna get into my dreamland whenever I got home. Anyway, but the time I got home on the weekdays, it is already 11+, it would be perfect to just lie on my bed straight after a good bath. haha. That's the reason why you seldom see me online or even online for just awhile. I need to recharge!!! hahah

Many Church activities are coming up. Oops, thats the sign of busy - ness. hahaha. Well, but our church members are getting united for some reasons. hahah. Well, at least I can vouch for my YO2!!! haha. I really love them, though they are naughty at times, rebellious at times, BUT they are GENUINELY FAITHFUL TO HLC!!! Thats really great!!! haha. But, just a reminder to all that, the church need to grow and multiply, we cant just stay this small for the rest of our lives. We need to to go to the high way and by way to reach to the LOST!!! Oh ya, have you guys came up with the prospect list?? hahah. Stressful ah, but my stress is even greater. hahaha. Do your part ok? haha

Y02 - Jordan, Sylvia, Regina, Candy, Karen, Perisa, Gui Ming, Joshua + ME. We have a total of 9 members in our cell. We need everyone to bring at least a friend or 2 for our 24th Nov Outreach Event at the Pasir Ris Park man. Goal for this event is 40 ppl BREAKTHROUGH. Can we make it? Yes we can, if you believe. hahah. Ppl, Let's gear towards this goal together ok? YEah!!!

Life is indeed exciting, with many events coming up, makes time pass even faster, and as time past, years followed. haha. And my dream is nearing. hahah. If you get what I mean. But Somehow, I don bear to leave what I am having now. haha. Ok, i guess you guys must be blurred by what I am talking. So, I shall shut up. hahah

Perisa is coming back to stay with me!!! haha. Its another transitional period for me, as I need to re adapt staying with her. ahhaah. Is not easy as I am already used to sleeping alone myself, but now, I'm gonna sleep with a chatterBOX!! ssshhhhhhh. Keep it to yourself. hahah. She can really talk, not just talk but ALOT!! hahaa. Thank God, that she is sensible at the age of 12. My siblings and I went through independency at our tender age. So, shall we say that we are mature? haha. No la. Just to a certain extent. Wah, history ah. haha.

Ok, gotta get back to work. Cya for cell group tml. BYE...

Loving Life,

Freda