Obstacles...
Firstly, Sylvia, I am doing CPR again! Hopefully it will survive. haha. Secondly, this week has been a very different week throughout the past 2 years. haha. I have been struggling deep within me. Unwilling to find any help from close ones, and trying to find a reason and solution for what I am going through. When I look upon God, Sigh is the only word I said to Him. I just wouldn't want to say a word or more. I guess He already knows it all. Well, I still seems very strong, because I have to. haha. I have already lost the momentum in blogging actually. Life have just too much ups & downs, and words are not possible to draft out everything that happened 24 hours. haha. But still, I would still share some. haha.
This week, I have been busy with cell group. Last tues, I am not statisfied with my performance. My preaching was boring, I know. The expressions that I saw from my cell members clearly proof me right. I hope I can preach without looking, but sorry to say I am still far from that. Prayers were not in depth. Haiz. I will improve, I will encourage myself, I will do my best. Please grow with me in this. Thanks.
Next, I finally went to sign up MIO PLAN from Singtel. I got a Nokia 6500 Slide (Black), currently wanting to sell it and get some cash. Anyone who wish to buy, please contact me. I am asking for $420. Price is negotiable. I have been repeating this phrase too, on the web, like Hardware Zone Forum. It was my first time trying to sell something on the web. Went to others' thread to sell, end up being scolded Asshole by some webbers. Alamak. What a positive experience for a first timer. haha.
Anyway, Things has not been good internally. Tears are already dried up. If I really cry, I think I would have bled. Anyway, I always know that I am never alone. I have my 'invisble' Father whose hand have never left me. I know I brought all these pain unto myself. I will be like David. I will not blame others besides myself. Well, there is no turning back, thus, I can only learn how to be strong and continue the race myself.
Just wanna thank Regina for sharing this verse with me.
Psalm 37:24
"though he stumble, he will not fall, for the LORD upholds him with his hand".
Thank you my Savior! :)
Stronger than yesterday,
Freda