Adapting to Myself
Wow. Such a different feeling that I had woke up with, this morning. A very weird, strange environment. haha. I made a decision yesterday!!! On the 20th September 2007. at 11.45pm. I shall keep the secret decision to myself. haha.
It's back to adapting to a new refreshing life with myself. Out of a sudden, I realised I was extraordinary and special. Someone said I was special a year ago. And I believed I am special. A brave girl, I would call myself. haha. However, I slept with a light heart last night, though mixed feeling were running all over me. haha. Probably God had already given me a sign some time ago, but because I hold it to tight that I am not willing to let go. Finally I did, last night. Life ahead of me seems to be quite blur. But, I have cleared away the mist and fog that had blocked my sight. I hope sunny weather to be coming my way. haha.
Sorry guys, if I have been blogging negative blogs in the past 1 month. I hope postive blogs will be presented to you from now on. haha. Suddenly I felt like singing Umbrella. haha. Umbrella, eh eh eh eh ella. ella. ella, eh eh eh eh. Sounds awful, becos I dunno the lyrics. lala. haha. I heard it in the Pasa malam, when I went for lunch earlier on. haha.
Can anybody tell me what kind of person I am? Pretty, sweet , beautiful, considerate, sensitive, understanding? haha. Whatever I am, God still accepts me. haha. Thank you God! Kinda bored today, Basically, I have nothing to do in the office. Apparently, NOTHTING! Getting paid hourly without putting in any effort. Seems easy money isn't it. BUT! Wah liao. Life is so boring , when one is so not occupied with anything to do. haha. Luckily, I won't stay in this job for long, if not life will be so slacky and meaningless. haha.
Well, so looking forward to next year. haha. Pauline and I will be planning a trip overseas to Taiwan , most probably. hha. To celebrate my 19th Birthday! Yeah. I told her I do not want to celebrate in Singapore, and she said ok, let's go. ahah. Working adults are more free and easy in the area of holidays. We plan our holidays ourselves. haha. To all students, dun worry, your free and easy holidays will come one day. haha.
Well, I guess, I am a bit back to normal already. I wanna be the Freda, 2 years back. haha. I will. Thats when, I felt I am most beautiful. Really, Beautiful in my own extent. haha.
Just wanna share with you guys, if ever you became weak, discouraged, or lost, always remember, we have a God that has been carrying us through the darkest valley. He never fails... and this is a promise from HIM.
I will always believe "Where ever God leads, God provides".
Extraordinary,
Freda