Specially dedicated to my precious cell members...

Hi guys!!!

It has been quite awhile since we came to know one another. For most of you peeps, Its gonna been a year soon ya? Time really flies. Have you guys wonder what actually you guys wanted to achieve in our Spiritual life or Ministry? One year later in my spiritual life, I was called and inspired to be a Youth leader at the age of 14. I was committed to my Church activities and did my Quiet Time regulary. Have you thought and prayed to God of what He has called you for for His Ministry?

Till to date, as a AHCL, I felt totally discouraged and embarrassed in doing God's Ministry. It was because I had failed in the task that was given to me. I had failed to lead my cell group, failed to minister to my cell members. I was at a total lost when my cell members said 'no' I am not coming (for any of the Church Activities). And I had failed to find out the reason why. Many times I wanna quit and I told myself, Freda, maybe people ministry is not your forte, why not continue doing all the background job? But I always tell myself, thats from Satan. Why am I saying all these? Its to tell my cell members that not only you yourself are struggling in the area of your studies, family and ministry. In fact the higher the level you are, you will have more stuff to deal with , more responsibilities are given to you. And out of all these, we are caring for you guys. Do you guys actually feel it? I need feedbacks on my caring system. I dont know what actually you guys want, thats why I felt I was always given a cold shoulder. I know I should improve but I really dont know how to go about it. Please advise.

As a 1 year old Christians, you guys are already not considered young Christians. Get Real and Get alive in your commitment in Church!!! No more living in your comfort zone. Its time to go the extra mile to do something Great for God ya?

May God speaks to you. God bless. :)